My eldest two are making me feel like crap. Every morning before school, every afternoon when I pick them up AND in the evening before bedtime.
I get yelled at by Middle for no reason. Girl gets the arse over something. I get told 'I hate you'.
Whatever I do is wrong. Whatever I say is wrong.
I'd expect it from moody, hormonal teenagers but not a 5 and 7 year old.
I devote my life to being their Mum but they just don't appreciate it. Sometimes I wonder whether they would prefer it if I worked and wasn't always around for them. I see them as being lucky having a full-time Mum. Maybe I'm wrong.
I'm struggling at the moment, really struggling. My self-esteem is at a low not experienced for a few years, I'm in a lot of pain most of the time and I'm being treated like shit.
I want to stop the world and get off for a while.